Yesterday was my last day of work until April. It is so surreal. I feel like I should feel different if the baby is getting ready to come (physically, emotionally), but I don't yet. I feel overwhelmed leaving work, but otherwise...
Everyone around me is swirling with thoughts of my eminent labor, ("you must be so excited, he is coming soon," "rest up" "wishing you an easy delivery..." "are you nervous?" "let us know if you're going into labor..." ) I feel more like the eye of the storm... that is, aware of all these feelings swirling around me that I should or could be feeling, but just not really bending in any direction.
Everyone around me is swirling with thoughts of my eminent labor, ("you must be so excited, he is coming soon," "rest up" "wishing you an easy delivery..." "are you nervous?" "let us know if you're going into labor..." ) I feel more like the eye of the storm... that is, aware of all these feelings swirling around me that I should or could be feeling, but just not really bending in any direction.
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