Grant and I have been married for one year and 9 months today.
I took my last pill on April 7 - 2 weeks ago.
If I have a normal cycle, I will ovulate this week. Of course, as far as I know, I've never had a normal cycle.
Still trying to not get my hopes up.
Part of me sort of feels like trying to not get my hopes is silly, because of course I'm going to get pregnant. But thats silly, and thats the kind of thought that will have me disappointed if I don't get knocked up.
Gotta find a healthy balance - confidence without desperation?
But oddly enough, I'm feeling quite relaxed about it - not really stressing or worrying. So I suppose that's good. Less obsessed about it then I've been in the past, which is amazing considering that I'M NOT USING ANY BIRTH CONTROL!!!
